Is there somewhere?

And I know you felt it too.
I’ve never felt that way before,
I was lost for words
in so many ways.

It was electric,
affecting the people around us, too.
You had that sparkle in your eye,
with the slight tone of nerves in your voice
carried with that skip in your laugh
from your heart beating fast.

Yet,
here I am weeks later,
and I feel it just as strong.
I don’t know what it means.
They said, ‘one day, you will know.’
But I still have no words
to describe the way I feel
other than
I know you feel it too.

My heart it aches
and my lungs,
they fall short of breath.
I don’t know what it means.

I feel the flutter deep within
the pit of my stomach
like a kaleidoscope of butterflies
and the tingling sensation
throughout my arms and legs.
I hope you feel that too.

There is something about you,
the way you hold yourself
or the way you go about life,
something has always brought me
back to you.

After all of these years,
many life adventures
and plenty of bad timing,
I find myself searching for you.

I can close my eyes
and picture you as clear as day.
Sometimes it feels as if
I am with you,
but then
I look around
and you’re nowhere to be found.
Do you feel it too?

There are so many things
I want to say
but I don’t know how.

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