The unknown

Starting something new is the end of something old ~

I’m not sure how I feel
This year has been tough
Really rough
On my soul
And I’ve been wanting something new for so long
But now it’s in my grasp
I’m not sure I’m ready to completely begin something new
As if, I can’t let go ~

Yesterday,
two years ago,
I stepped foot
young and naïve
on Canadian soil.
A place I would stay three times longer than I anticipated
Because it felt right
That’s where I needed to be. ~

Yesterday,
I unpacked the last of my things
I dismantled the bed in my car.
Everything I own,
Now lies within a house.
Grounded;
For the first time in two years
To start afresh
No parts of me here or there
No tickets out (yet)
And no real plan ~

Today,
I start a job
The first job since I left Canada in January
In a city I never dreamed
I’d be living
But do we ever really know
Where we’ll end up? ~

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